Some people feel different, or as though they don't fit in. Newsflash...that's how you should feel. That is, you should feel that way until you realize that you were made for something more than you ever realized:
“The mould in which a key is made would be a strange thing, if you had never seen a key: and the key itself a strange thing if you had never seen a lock. Your soul has a curious shape because it is a hollow made to fit a particular swelling of the infinite contours of the Divine substance, or a key to unlock one of the doors in the house with many mansions” - C.S. Lewis
Grace and Peace